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I’m never going to win so I commit a sin

I didn’t know ghosts can’t smile without skin

Envious people taught me how to live

They haunted the closets when I was a kid

I want to be something like your paradise

I walk on this Earth even though I died

What was it? Was it worth it? Why can’t you stop?

The stabbing says maybe your knives are sharp

I kept my failures in my pocket just in case

With him, I’m alive, but never safe

Everyone grins at the way I meant

Then gave me cinder blocks for a bed

It’s been a decade of never having presents

You’re going to be charged seperate

The rose is sharp but has its benefits