let’s try 30 this time (deluxe)
the anxiety lie
Maybe if I try the anxiety lie
It will be different to surprise
The arrow didn’t burn my nerves
But around this time, it returns
my eyes give away what hides
Will they know the anxiety lie?
believe in ghosts
The timeshare says believe in ghosts
At least for fifty percent of my words
The other half shatters my so called goals
So they keep it clean and carry my soul
Is it possible some of my prayers worked?
My name tag says crazy but I believe in ghosts
normal rules
Without the change I follow normal rules
I found them in the ten years of school
But gravity still laughs at the painted fool
So the moments of powered angst are cruel
I finally feel like I belong in this robotic world
If you want the operation, follow normal rules
fly to heaven
The ticket says I’m going to fly to heaven
he wants me in his bed without any questions
That’s when I learned the past is a lesson
and you shouldn’t give it all your attention
Angels around me point out the directions
Will I meet God when I fly to heaven?
pictures change
I never believed that the pictures change
Blood filled my eyes for an entire decade
The mirrors reflection taught me to be afraid
I’d never see different if she had stayed
Now an underground club trades my face
And that’s when I knew that pictures change
the 20’s are dead
Today I turned 30 and the 20’s are dead
The blood on my hands say it’s the end
I only except good endings moving ahead
And this all means I won the game of pretend
I burnt the chopped letters of the unsaid
I’m finally alive because my 20’s are dead
dear possible
dear possible, can I pay you for a fee?
Is it possible to get my dreams cheap?
I’ll dance for the crowd looking around
Till the right time when it’s been found
My creative needs mean they’ll see
dear possible, will you keep my energy?
the signed dream
nobody knows about my signed dream
one day, I’ll make millions for my family
cherish the moments that make me, me
We’ll have enough that we’ll all agree
The backwards addition I can guarantee
Let me tell you about my signed dream
the difference
I live as a soldier and that’s the difference
My days will be harder with no equivalence
So I’ll fight on the days there’s no interest
But something changed and I saw ignorance
Explanations of pain, I deal with indifference
I cut out my own stitches and that’s the difference
