surrender (deluxe)

they never say

I could find a body, but they never say

More of them die with every cursed day

Is it a challenge to be sent back to Earth?

Can I find them if I go back to church?

The presence of something always makes me sure

Maybe they’re just demons fulfilling a curse

My brain is leaking but the blood is absorbed

The stolen energy that my soul can’t afford

the world’s doubt

I thought it was one thing down my route

That’s when I was carried by the world’s doubt

I cracked open a book with a fictitious shout

Am I the character that you’re writing about?

How do I say your shadow cast an invisible cloud?

My own arrogance said that you’d be proud

I wasn’t looking for what you said was found

Now I know you like how you look in a crown

punished by power

Don’t stomp your feet walking over me

I’m sorry my truth is so easy to disbelieve

Why am I punished by power from liars?

They muted my mic when I joined the choir

My nickname is the only word that you mutter

Disappears from your lips at the look of another

But then your feet are quick when lonely delivers

And now you forget that forgiveness is in the mirror

human emotions

Did I hallucinate that we are really fate?

My human emotions only want to relate

I finally found him with the drop of an album

I understand but they think it’s random

Burn the debris of the maps telling me

Where I can find a hallucination as a dream

The ghosts smile when they look at me

Maybe it’s special that only I can see

twenty seconds

what if you had twenty seconds to remember

before the demons decided we’re together

what if those moments meant you were forever

tricked by the days clock that God put together

what if I regret a failure I could never measure

my organs may fail underneath the pressure

what if I just took another to combat today’s weather

I learned that yesterday but here’s a refresher

the stillness

Happiness comes in the form of the lord

I’m feeling emotions I’ve never felt before

The stillness tells a story of anxious glory

I got answers when I asked about before me

Does this mean I’m back or was I erased?

Are you the one that signed and replaced

The file of honest truth finalized my sins

Each day, the stillness tells me where to begin

Anger falls off my shoulders melted by blood

The promise of visions needs to refund

plastic doll

I lost it all when I became a plastic doll

Only in whispers they couldn’t resolve

To help never meant screams of fear

You took me off the shelf to be sincere

Red laced through my hair to keep a stare

Plastic dolls don’t breathe but can see air

No one ever bought me friends in my prayer

I try not to scream at God that it is unfair

burnt witches

Terrified by madness that always returns

Stability isn’t given, rather a need to earn

Music was my muse before I was removed

It took me forever but instantly disproved

Promises were given and I see what’s hidden

What if everyone could choose their religion

I’d say that all of them never listen to women

But the burnt witches would have listened