the name

my heart races but not naturally

it only got harder when I found sanity

I’m done feeling bad for something I can’t prevent

Powerful words that you never meant

There is no evidence of who I really am

I bit my tongue to hide where I stand

Screaming for a win that got lost in the wind

I’ll never give up on what I never did

Why won’t they give me the name?

They won’t tell the family attorney

Will they see how broken I am in the x-ray?

it’s time to accept there will be hard days

How can I be stronger than I am already?

No one ever says that you’ll never be ready

This is hard no matter the weight

The calendar has marked the day